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S O R R Y :(
December 15, 2011 | 2:42 AM | 0 candie blossom
today and tonight on Thursday 15th December 2011 i made a big mistake ..I didnt realize it at the begin .. All started when HE , the one i love so much phoned me .. We talked bout for half an hour (maybe) ? I dont remember the duration . We talk coz we missed each other , we haven't meet for bout 5 days already coz i still on my vacation in Jakarta and meanwhile s in Pontianak there .. But i dont know why , we talked bout my friends in jakarta and going to meet them , some of them are boys .. And soon , he started to act like not in the mood .. I'm trying to calm him down with some explanations . I explained to him that those boys are my senior and one of them is asking me out for meet each other coz wh haven't meet at all . I said to them that "okay, see it later, just tell me when" . I said to my boy , i wanna hangout with my senior .. He's fine at first , but after that something went wrong . He started to show his emotions .. I think he's angry .. But i dont know, why ? Then my boy changed the topic , he said he want to play computer so he turned the phone off .. I felt worried ! Then i text to him and asked whether he's angry with me or not . And ..... exactly yess ! He's angry with me coz i said i wanna hangout with them . Well , i know his feeling at that time .. Then we both have a lil' quirrels and arguments . I'm feelin terribly superb sad when he said that he won't hangout with me anymore . WHY ?? I think I've done something wrong .. I'm trying to explain to him , trying to make him believe in me .. At the first he's angry , he won't pick up my phone .. Then we just SMS . After i did some explanations with my full promises , Finally he trusted me , and he's not angry anymore .. He said that he can't take any betraytion from the girl he like . Well , i totally can understand what he meant . He just didnt want i turn to like a CHEAPSHOT-girl .. He just want me to hangout with him , and i understood . At the last, we have no quirrels anymore . We are fine now .. Thankfully he understand me :) He said he's just an ordinary boy , a superb ordinary boy .. He doesnt wanna get hurt by anyone . Okay, i understand you :) I will try to learn how to know his feeling . I like him , really like :) But just i will let the fate be .. I promised him that I won't walk together with another boys . He said "okay, i trust you" . I'm happy when hear he's saying like this :') I'm feelin sorry bout it boy :( I hope there's no more next time . I want we can together til' the end ! And boy , you can take my promises ! "Taurus Girls" are really honest to their relations :) Once taurus girls is in lové , they will always telling the truth to the person that they like ;) |